I was walking out of our house's front door this morning, when I suddenly thought, "I'm so tired."

I'm not sure, all of a sudden my feelings of exhaustion and incompleteness just surfaced. Maybe it's the after-effect of sleeping late these days. But, I know it's something more. My life nowadays always pass the same way: wake up, accomplish and act on academic responsibilities, sleep. Unchanging, senseless existence. Once I heard from my sister that someone said, when you stop seeking for materialistic pleasures and superficial desires, and instead search for worth, reason, those intangible treasures, then, you have transcended mortal longing. I might have done that "transcend" thing a long time ago.

So tired. So tired. I'm so tired. Express myself more, find true happiness - that's what I really want to do. I'm tired of living this life where you have to earn money to feel fulfilled, and slave yourself, forgetting how to be a human being in the process. I want to be free; I know my spirit is, but my world isn't. In any way possible, I want to move; be it a drive away or having a hand to pull me and lead me to bliss. Yes, that'd be nice.